fida dien

hehehe..
a very very sorry to my frens especially diida.. hehe.. ak tau ko pembaca setia ak en.. hehe.. i am really in a crazy world.. everyday is just BUSY... i can't find my time to blog anymore.. hehehe.. so as to make diida's wish come true.. i'll update it now ok.. hehe..

my days passing on in matrik with a glimpse.. sedar tak sedar dah satu sem.. so i got one last sem to finish.. then i will be officially out from matrik.. well, so far i'm happy here.. just fine.. hehehe.. dah kurus la kot.. huhuhu.. afnan yg ckp.. hehe.. yeah i accidentally met him that other day.. hehe mcm dipertemukan semula after so long.. lorh die tu lg la kurus.. ckp org plak..hee

so my time here filled with homework.. class.. and a lot.. so i met frens here.. they all are very happy go lucky.. mmg sama giler mcm the 91's.. naughty.. hee.. especially my floormates.. crazy! not a single day passed without our crazy behaviour..well girls just want to have fun..

officially,, i'm still single.. so what's the heck huh? but it get's boring sometimes being single.. no love poets (huh?) hehe, no flying kiss or love notes.. yeah it's boring.. but being single is an advantage too.. when you're single,,, you can mingle.. hahaha! yeah i know.. life's such a bitch!

tapi tadela gedik ok.. not me.. i rather to be a silent admirer.. hahaha.. i like to watch guys (of course!) especially cute guys (owh definitely!) hehehe.. but love is not the right time now.. well love just have to wait..

hurm what else i want to share here? yeah,, i'm now much more available on facebook rather on blogspot.. so if anyone wants to contact me juz add me at facebook kay.. search: fida dien.. k guys bubbye!!

kakom day

i'm back to school again! gosh! we had a day for some kind of merentas desa la kot . but we didn't have to run just walking carrying our practicum banners . practicum is a tutoring class only about 20 people per practicum . so the night before the event we all slept really late just to finished our banners . but yeah even though with packed class we had a fun time . i really amazed by the spirit that heated up the event . sgt bersemangat uh! . bila dah kumpul mcm tu bru la tau byk gle student matrik penang nih . yg tak pernah ku jumpe aritu bru jumpe . hehe . yela i missed the orientation week kot! . hahahaha! . a lot of fun la that day . tiring but happy ;p


my practicum H9P5!

ain , caca , mila , ada , dien .

ecah the girl next door , dien the girl next F2P5 , eja the girl living across my room .
ok ok F2P5? . what or who is that??? . i'll tell later... sabar!

puvan , mila , sudarmin . org slalu tersilap pggl nme die sudirman hehehe . takpela sudarmin oii . famous kot sudirman bkn nme sbnr heee XD

dis is F2P2 la bkn F2P5 . sdih tak dpt tngkp gmbar dgn F2P5 ;'( i like their hat design . cute jew .

dien , ai ting , mila , jaya .

walking under the sun

i miss my blog.. and i miss you all!! XD
such a long time i didn't update my blog . takde masa nk update . and not always i can get wifi here . i have to drag my lappy to library kot and there where everyone was studying but i'm busy blogging plak . so i have to drag along my books so takde la mcm tak blaja langsung en . seriously if one day i didn't touch a book at all that means somethings is wrong . bkn nk tunjuk gler rajin blaja la but at least kne ade jgak study .

next month i will sit for my final . it's damn scarrying!!! siot je weh! now lectures are like catching a moving train . we have to finish the syllabus . 11 chapter for biology,, 8 chapter for chemistry and 8 chapter for maths,, all in 1 semester . looking at the numbers macam nak pengsan da....

enough with that now . klu nk cerita pn smp esok tak habis . hehehe.. now i'm just enjoying updating my blog .

here's actually to my dear friend and my ex-roomate Chong! . she's now in uniten taking foundation in business and if happen she will fly to US for 3 years . i miss you pot! hehe . ni ha gambar2 mse kat matrik dlu . nk tunjuk kat ko asyik tak sempat je . hehe . bestnye weh klu ko ade . rindu gler kt ko :( sob sob .

Bahagian Hal Ehwal Pelajar

'cendawan gatal' - ;p couple hot spot kaw!

dah tak de kat matrik da bdk nih... ;(

may success be with us all..amin!

i choose KMPP

i supposed many of you may have wonder why i didnt update my blog for a long long long time . well it may be a news for you all that since 1 June 2009 i am now a Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang Student .

yeap! i'm not telling lies to you la . it's true . why i choose matrik? i dunno actually . i just followed what my mind thinks . to live in matrik is a struggle . everyday i have to struggle to survive here . if you think school was hard,,,well i tell you matrik is 100 times harder! . it's not about the subjects that make it hard . well 40% is about the subject actually (for me la! sains hayat student . i duno bout fizikal student . ask kiela) but the hardest part is that you have to stay focus every minute in matrik . if you didnt, you will be left behind . there's one time i fell asleep in class for 5 minutes! (kejap gle) as soon as i woke up my class have gone to another topic . 5 minutes for 1 topic . 1 week 1 chapter ! how i miss school so much! my roommate once said, " blaja kat cni smiggu mcm blaja kat sekolah 3 minggu" . really weih . i'm not lying . matrik definitely is the place to get crazy . why? not enough sleep, not enough rest (you have class until night ; 10.30 pm at nite!), so so so much assignment, tutorial, exercise, report etc. wow!! i live my life like a robot! huhu . well i will tell you more on stories bout my life in KMPP in next update ok .

next update~coming soon :

~~walking under sun

~~farewell chong

mai ke penang! wahoo! hoyeah2!

owh did i tell you that i will go to penang for uitm?? . i guess not . haha .
well it's official . i will study in penang . wahoo!! . sonoknya! . leh holiday mah! . hoyeah2! .

kepada yang masuk mane2 tu jgn jeles ok . penang is the best place . holiday, shopping, sight-seeing, makan lagi... ha makan apa ko nak? . makan angin pn buleh tau! . huhu .

haii...hensem tak mamat2 penang sane? . gatai no! . of course la . to be my 'spirit lifter' . uhuhu . release tension . ntah2 dapat anak mami tak? hamik kau! hidung mancung cam shah rukh khan . kulit ala tan2 gitu . hahaha! . ehem . first year kne la pancing2 senior dulu ye tak? ehehe .

hurm what is it like to live there ea? can't wait to go there . to those who might go to belah utara sana or wants to pay me a visit ( pe salahnya dtg melawat . kan kan? ) meh meh . the more the merrier! .

oii penang! . tunggu cik dien mai na! lalalalala~~~

* tade makne pn post ni . uhuhu XD

no title can describe this post

people said that you can't live in the past to start a whole new life . well,,there's a problem because i live in the past for so long . until today to tell the truth,, i still miss him . only god knew how much i miss him . all our memories still kept in my heart . i could not let it go . so many times i have been thinking why i still stuck in the past even when i already moved on . or did i really moved on?? .

thinking about that make me felt powerless . right now even a snapped can break me into pieces . i still miss him . but why? . i didn't wait for him anymore . i stop waiting for him quite long ago . i asked my heart that question,,and it answered because i need him . i never need a person like i need him . and i guess he will never find that out .

the strange thing is,, of course i miss him when how can i miss other person when i always wanting to be with him? . how can i not love him when he is the only person i have ever been closed to?
how can i forget him when he make the ground shook by saying " I miss you" when he texted me at each time since we broke up? .

i am still his ex-girlfriend . i knew where's my place . but when he said like that,, he made me confused . do i still in my place where i knew i was? . or he taking me to somewhere else ? . i didn't dare to ask him that . because i have no strength to deal with that pain again .

i didn't tell him . but i do miss him so much . i miss the time when we change our stories . about what we did for the day . about my life and hearing his . i didn't miss him because his my ex . i didn't miss him because i didn't see him . i miss him because he's the only person that i can share anything . and i felt that i found myself .

hurm........ words can't describe my feeling . i don't think that by writing it any longer can actually make you understand .

pencarian anak wayang bermula!

SCENE 1 : YANG PERNAH - ESTRANGE

APA MACAM?? SUMBANG.......... HENTAM SAJALA..

sampai satu tahap kegilaan yang melampau, kami pun melepaskan kegilaan kami . rock kasi pecah mic beb!

SCENE 2 : LAGU UNTUK MU - MEET UNCLE HUSSIN

TERSEDAK-SEDAK!!

Diida : Fido, ko amik dadah ke apa?
Fida : HAHAHA .

* Aku memg da naik giler mse tuh . =P

this part is me

wow! a whole month is a complete chaos for me . well i didnt mentioned to u guys, sorry haha . yeah i'm working right now as a clerk at the orphanage for one month now. huhu :feel like very angelic: haha . yup basically my work/job there is almost like

A MANAGER, AN ACCOUNTANT, A CLEANER AND A BABY-SITTER .

yeah . i'm like their su-per-fec-tion of a good workaholic . so much work! . yet so much fun. those naughty and active kids just make u wanna laugh everyday. but i have to leave them soon because

A) i take a job as a promoter with khaleeda at jusco aeon bkt tinggi starting this 11th May and

B) i am going to make my first journey as an IPTA student! haha =) i got an offer for diploma civil engineering at UiTM . which UiTM? . I don't know about that . yeah . i know people say

A) diploma's take longer years to finish . well, i don't care much about completing degree faster . if u count the difference in years for diploma student and matric student is only 6 months faster .

B) engineer's dont have job . well i know about things with engineering today . they're bit slow . but u know with economy situations today, in any parts of the profession world, people get fired everyday . and we're not sure if these situations will be long for many years to come .

so rather than i choose something that in the end i can't do, i better just take the chance in front of me . to success u must risk . and therefore i risk myself to do something that i think was right .
i hope that i can do my best to success in this new part of my life .

purple+sunglases=ayu kot . lol!

30/3 ; banting

went for my cousins engagement and kenduri . most of my baju kurung is purple colour . i don't know why but i like purple bju kurug . look nice and sweet . hehe . so when we get there (the bride's home) i saw a mini austin car . it was damn cute! (mumi,,,adik nak!) huhu . really cute but sadly my camera was out of battery then (mengong!) . kurang2 pn dpt la gak pic muke ak nih . huhu! proud with my artwork :wink: